You’d be 10 now. I cannot believe how the time has flied this last decade. It feels so surreal that I’ve made it to this point. Today I am happy with where I’m going. This year felt healing for once. We brought you off the shelf and made a little display area for you to sit. Zach called your urn a coffin. 🤦♀️
The time seemed to drag on slowly all day. I couldn’t put words together for this blog yesterday. I couldn’t wait for the day to be over. Your brothers arguing got on my nerves more than normal. I took myself shopping to be alone for a few hours. I cried to worship music while driving alone. I was happy your dad came home from work early. I didn’t know I needed him near me. I had to work at being strong all day, normally it comes so easy. Nothing felt right or normal. We just went through the steps of the day and was relieved to lay in bed at the close of the day. We love you, son!
Happy 10th Birthday in Heaven!
Outnumbered Six to One 