Life has been beyond crazy these last few months. A few of the highlights would be the upcoming promotion we've received. We're going to become grandparents. Yes, I know. It's absolutely mind-blowing that I'm old enough to have a grand baby - but I am pushing 40 and my oldest is almost 20. To make … Continue reading So What’s New With Me?
Never did I think I’d see the day that my oldest son would decide to move into his biological fathers house just so he can live with his girlfriend. Talk about thinking with the wrong head. So what makes this so hard? His dad and his ex both hate my guts. I’m the mentally unstable … Continue reading I made your life hell. That’s cute.
An acquaintance shared some screenshot memes yesterday of people’s Twitter posts. We all know what that’s like. Maybe something funny or political. However, this time, it gripped me with complete focus, and it was neither. My “Ahhhh!!” Moment I cannot begin to describe the relief this meme brought me! And you know what happened next? … Continue reading It’s Starting to Make Sense!
You’d be 10 now. I cannot believe how the time has flied this last decade. It feels so surreal that I’ve made it to this point. Today I am happy with where I’m going. This year felt healing for once. We brought you off the shelf and made a little display area for you to … Continue reading Happy 10th Birthday, Joshua.
Wow. I feel like a sh!tty Loss Mom. Wow. This year embarks on the 10th anniversary of Joshua’s life and death. I saw a post in my local infant loss group highlighting the life and death anniversary of another infant, who’s mom I was once friends with. Then it hit me! I was off by … Continue reading I was 5 days off!
It’s been months since I’ve posted. Today was the first time since May. I have to tell you that life has been so amazing and we’re constantly going to do stuff, I have hd no time to blog. I also have not picked up a crochet hook since my psilocybin treatment either. I joined a … Continue reading To my readers, forgive me.
I will say I’m glad to know I still have feelings because I have cried no less than 5 times today. It’s Mother’s Day, for Pete sake, and they still manage to make me cry. The last 6 weeks I have wondered if the psilocybin treatment knocked me offline entirely when it came to feelings. … Continue reading Mother’s Day 2022
Someone give me a suggestion, some ideas, anything!!! Day after day, I’m getting more and more bored! I wasn’t expecting this at all. I have my whole life ahead of me and I feel stuck! I want to travel. I want to explore. I want to create memories and experiences with my kids. But here … Continue reading I’m So Bored!!! Send Advice!
It was our tag line for over a decade, “I just need to get you to 18.” “If we can just get you to 18, you’ll be fine.” Now here we are. It doesn’t look how I thought it would, but today is the day. It’s finally happened! Happy 18th Birthday, Mia! You are the … Continue reading Happy 18th Birthday Sweetheart, but Farewell
I’m not sure my mind has ever been this clear. I have never been this full of energy, life, the gumption to do anything! I wake up everyday looking forward to who knows what, and that is so exciting to me. But....I can’t even begin to put into word my feelings. The emotions that come … Continue reading Oh The Irony LOL
Outnumbered Six to One 