Happy 10th Birthday, Joshua.

You’d be 10 now. I cannot believe how the time has flied this last decade. It feels so surreal that I’ve made it to this point. Today I am happy with where I’m going. This year felt healing for once. We brought you off the shelf and made a little display area for you to … Continue reading Happy 10th Birthday, Joshua.

Stumbling Through Grief

Recently I have been really pushing into my grief. When a negative shame script starts creeping into my mind, I’m able to pause the thought and funnel it through the lens of grieving. “What am I grieving over?” When I get angry at myself for not being able to take the kids outside when they … Continue reading Stumbling Through Grief

Walk A Mile in My Shoes

This morning was too chilly for the flip flops, so I was forced back into socks and shoes. Haven’t had to wear them in months, but Oregon’s weather is only good for a short time. And that time is quickly dwindling. I am not the flip flop all year round girl. I don’t know how … Continue reading Walk A Mile in My Shoes